kehilangan..

nowadays,i always feel like im not being myself. I always think about others first.i feel like im being captivated in this fake smile.I always try to pleased others,but deep down i felt hurt and lonely.maybe its for my own good.what i need right now is a tougher n thicker skin to get rid of this fragile thingy.
sitting here all alone,make me missing that particular someone so so much.i feel like i've lost him somewhere.oh i need a hug!!

dunno why,aku terasa cam ade pasir kat tekak aku yg menyebabkan aku susah nk telan,air mata cm bertakung.xde sape pun pukul aku,xde sape pun marah aku..tapi aku terasa terluka.entahla,aneh betul aku ni.aku cube bertahan,tapi macam makin lame aku pendam makin sakit..

AH JIWA KACAU!!!