im back for good~

hmmmpphh...

da lame x jejak kaki ke sini....last post aku bulan jun 2010....

so skrg IM BACK!!!!!

with new hair, make up and disguise~

sekarang ni dah deactivate FB..semak sangat kat sane..and terlalu public..

i know i love the attention....but i try to reduce it bit by bit...

aku ni nak jadi bu DOKTER..tp attitude mcm dak2 sekolah menengah....

sekarang mau jadi lebih baik....

walaupun aku x brape pandai,aku dpt peluang buat medic...

sejak dari dulu,aku rse agk terbeban dgn medic ni..one of the good reason is..

AKU MALAS BELAJAR!!!

tp peluang tu datang sekali seumur hidup...mungkin ALLAH nak aku jadi seseorang yg dapat membantu orang lain...

jadi pada semester ke - 6 tahun ke-3 di Fakultas kedokteran ni,aku nak cube lebih rajin belajar..

and jadi mcm budak2 medic lain...*tp xmola jd skema yg amat...hehehe...

Semoga aku dan rakan2ku berjaya menjadi dokter yg cemerlang dlm bidang kerjayanya..AMEEn~

i luv u b....so2 much....

b ja yg cyg syg......know one else.........sorri bwt b marah2

pergilah...

sudahla....
dah berape kali aku cuba tuk menghubungi dikau...tp..hampa...kau selalu buat tak endah panggilanku...
kini aku sudah tawar hati..aku xmau amik peduli lagi...
lagipun aku tau,bukan aku seorang yg ada di sanubari...
masih ada insan lain yg kau tabur janji...
mungkin kau juga terlalu bz...
tp aku x mengharapkan setiap waktu tuk kau bersamaku...
hanya secebis waktu yg ku inginkan...
sekarang pergilah...semoga kau gembira disana dgn kehidupanmu...
aku mencari pada yg sudi....
terima kasih dan maaf atas semuanya...

kehilangan..

nowadays,i always feel like im not being myself. I always think about others first.i feel like im being captivated in this fake smile.I always try to pleased others,but deep down i felt hurt and lonely.maybe its for my own good.what i need right now is a tougher n thicker skin to get rid of this fragile thingy.
sitting here all alone,make me missing that particular someone so so much.i feel like i've lost him somewhere.oh i need a hug!!

dunno why,aku terasa cam ade pasir kat tekak aku yg menyebabkan aku susah nk telan,air mata cm bertakung.xde sape pun pukul aku,xde sape pun marah aku..tapi aku terasa terluka.entahla,aneh betul aku ni.aku cube bertahan,tapi macam makin lame aku pendam makin sakit..

AH JIWA KACAU!!!

payback time

hadiah dari haraboujie sebelum aku pulang ke Malang

"harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi"
"harapkan iguana,iguana GIGIT JARI!!"

2010

hey y`all...it's been a while since i posted my last blog...there's a few reason why azera didn't write a single damn thing over here...
A.super duper lazy..
B.super duper busy(like u guys wanna believe that..hahaha)
C.again with the laziness..
cut the crap..now i'm back...i`ll try to spend n spill out more things out here...*crossed finger

i left 2009 with some ups n downs..of course with lots of drama, tears ,parties, and definitely love..
i learn a lot..vowed a few things and above them all just try to fix the broken wings in my life and hopefully it would turn out to be better...

hello 2010..even though i think its like beyond late to welcoming this 2010..still,what the hell..it's better late than never aite?

2010 resolution:

• be a better azera
• get control of my life
• saving money
  
• study
  
• i can be a good doctor..and i can do it in stilettos..*wink*wink
  

lookin forward to blog again!!!

supermodels

~beauty who made bank~

heidi klum

karolina kurkova

gisele bundchen

gemma ward

adriana lima

alessandra ambrioso

lovestory

LOVE = WAR

"Sweet is true love that is given in vain, and sweet is death that takes away pain"

i think every lovestory shud have a happy ending...dat wut everybody lookin n hoppin for(crossed finger)
but sumhow it juz have to confront with all da obstacles in da bumpy road before it reach happiness...

we talk
we laugh
we fight
we break up
we cry
we kiss
we make up

this wut make da relationship sizzlin hot..

frankly speaking from observations n experiences...
(maybe there's a lil bit from movies..heheheh)

kite berusaha..tuhan juga yg menentukan....

again..i dunno y im posting this..but wut the hell.. it's my blog..duhh~!

feedback!! ^.^

before goin back

~melancholia~

i know u need me...
and i want to be there too...
but sumhow i just cant...
there's nothin i can do...

i hope u will feel better...
get well soon!!!
i know u`ll be well taken care of, once you reach there...

so Sorry...