kehilangan..

nowadays,i always feel like im not being myself. I always think about others first.i feel like im being captivated in this fake smile.I always try to pleased others,but deep down i felt hurt and lonely.maybe its for my own good.what i need right now is a tougher n thicker skin to get rid of this fragile thingy.
sitting here all alone,make me missing that particular someone so so much.i feel like i've lost him somewhere.oh i need a hug!!

dunno why,aku terasa cam ade pasir kat tekak aku yg menyebabkan aku susah nk telan,air mata cm bertakung.xde sape pun pukul aku,xde sape pun marah aku..tapi aku terasa terluka.entahla,aneh betul aku ni.aku cube bertahan,tapi macam makin lame aku pendam makin sakit..

AH JIWA KACAU!!!

payback time

hadiah dari haraboujie sebelum aku pulang ke Malang

"harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi"
"harapkan iguana,iguana GIGIT JARI!!"

2010

hey y`all...it's been a while since i posted my last blog...there's a few reason why azera didn't write a single damn thing over here...
A.super duper lazy..
B.super duper busy(like u guys wanna believe that..hahaha)
C.again with the laziness..
cut the crap..now i'm back...i`ll try to spend n spill out more things out here...*crossed finger

i left 2009 with some ups n downs..of course with lots of drama, tears ,parties, and definitely love..
i learn a lot..vowed a few things and above them all just try to fix the broken wings in my life and hopefully it would turn out to be better...

hello 2010..even though i think its like beyond late to welcoming this 2010..still,what the hell..it's better late than never aite?

2010 resolution:

• be a better azera
• get control of my life
• saving money
  
• study
  
• i can be a good doctor..and i can do it in stilettos..*wink*wink
  

lookin forward to blog again!!!