what happened inside

S.O.S call

can sumone plz come n rescue me...
cuz i felt like im drowning, i felt like im falling apart...
i put a fake smile in front of everybody while i knew what had happened inside...

a fren of mine said
"well,it's your life actually..so live to the fullest..dun give a damn bout what people might say..cuz people will keep on talking..so, drop it..as long as u`re happy n u wont be a burden to d others,juz carry on 4 what u already have"

im torturing myself right now...there's only 1 fact dat i always know even from d very beginning...

~I NEED HIM~

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